tHe gLoW oF bLeSsInG
here it goes..my first post!!!!..after a hard time feeling annoyed, paranoid and wut so ever..i woke up and grab my life back and put it in the my purse and walked with it(of course its my priority)..too many things happened and i'm not an angel to fix everythings fine..i was thaught to be perfect, was thaught to be good, was thaught not to say NO when people ask for help..but why it doesnt happened to be perfect??????..is this my fault??..yeah people, life will never turned out to be a perfectionist sometimes life got to be clumsy, lousy and stupid..i left my past at the back and NEVER gonna turn back..til now am trying hard to put a wide distance with my past..i'm happy for the who i am now..
am so sorry for the people i may not care when all these matter happened to me..am feeling guilty to my friends for being uncontactable.i did change my phone no. quite a few times,only few knew it. F.R.I.E.N.D.S. i'm so sorry, i need time for myself, i hate myself for putting u aside, but deep inside of my heart i really love and appreciate you to be in my life.
now its ramadhan..its already a week for this fasting month..gosh!it was like 'cepatnya'..this ramadhan really mean to me for having someone that i thought i would lose him but no i dont..lalallala..and this ramadhan i really cooked for sahur and for the break fast time..ghee it really help to improve my cooking skills~wink~..hope so..
for the first ramadan..zete did msg me when i was waiting my mum for her facial treatment..she wanted to meet me at the IKEA(ghee dis minah pls lain kali dont make it last minute) i was like crazy drove to get there just to get to see her..but then she end up wit a msg she cant meet me cause of the traffic..its okay zete at least i could find sumthing at TESCO for the next day sahur..~blergh~i hate it when i cant meet you..
for the 2nd ramadhan and so on..ghee i really cooked for sahur and for the break fast time..not like the last time ramadhan i dont even bother to be in the kitchen helping my mama to prepare for sahur and i prefer to be in lala land..but now i take the job and tell u what this time my mama took my place to be in lala land and just hoping that her daughter will woke her up when everythings ready..huh?..pity me, now i know wuts d feelin' to be alone in the kitchen at 4am..but no worries 'comel' did company me..
i put my dot here then..gotta shleep..and happy fasting to all the muslimin and muslimat..may Allah bless us in this blessin month..insyaallah
am so sorry for the people i may not care when all these matter happened to me..am feeling guilty to my friends for being uncontactable.i did change my phone no. quite a few times,only few knew it. F.R.I.E.N.D.S. i'm so sorry, i need time for myself, i hate myself for putting u aside, but deep inside of my heart i really love and appreciate you to be in my life.
now its ramadhan..its already a week for this fasting month..gosh!it was like 'cepatnya'..this ramadhan really mean to me for having someone that i thought i would lose him but no i dont..lalallala..and this ramadhan i really cooked for sahur and for the break fast time..ghee it really help to improve my cooking skills~wink~..hope so..
for the first ramadan..zete did msg me when i was waiting my mum for her facial treatment..she wanted to meet me at the IKEA(ghee dis minah pls lain kali dont make it last minute) i was like crazy drove to get there just to get to see her..but then she end up wit a msg she cant meet me cause of the traffic..its okay zete at least i could find sumthing at TESCO for the next day sahur..~blergh~i hate it when i cant meet you..
for the 2nd ramadhan and so on..ghee i really cooked for sahur and for the break fast time..not like the last time ramadhan i dont even bother to be in the kitchen helping my mama to prepare for sahur and i prefer to be in lala land..but now i take the job and tell u what this time my mama took my place to be in lala land and just hoping that her daughter will woke her up when everythings ready..huh?..pity me, now i know wuts d feelin' to be alone in the kitchen at 4am..but no worries 'comel' did company me..
i put my dot here then..gotta shleep..and happy fasting to all the muslimin and muslimat..may Allah bless us in this blessin month..insyaallah
